Used to think that I do not need anyone by my side to accompany me.. Thought I was those cool loner who is able to live with oneself for the rest of his life...
I was wrong, so wrong that I realised I am just as normal as any Tom, Dick or Harry you find in the streets... I need someone. Someone who can share my happiness and sadness together. Someone who can light up my life in my darkest moment. Someone I know I would love to meet during my free time. Someone who can stand my idiotic crappy jokes, .. etc More importantly, someone I truly love and care about...
The scariest thing about lonliness is that the feeling gets incrementally intense as age catches up with you... This is escpecially so when say you are walking down the streets, you see couples displaying affections to their partners, and there you are, walking along the streets alone... I tell you, the feeling sucks like hell...
However, I have to say that finding a partner is not just about defeating lonliness... It is about love. You don't love for the sake of loving. You love because you really truly love... To sum it up, I hope those guys out there who have already found your true love; Don't let it go so easily... It is not easy to find someone you really love. It is even more so to find a mutual love...
As for me, I will just have to follow 'your' advise... I will wait patiently, positively and to keep an open mind... Though I know deep down in my heart, I know I will wait...
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