Intro abt me, myself and Kaiwen...

Hi! This is Kaiwen... I am 25 this year. A civil servant. Just an average guy that you will see in the streets.

After being subjected to severe stress and pressure from my work, I realised that it is time to find some form of outlet to vent my unhappiness...

Besides work comes relationship, I am a failure in relationship. A complete failure... I don't know how the opposite sex thinks. So much so that I am beginning to wonder whether girls are really from venus and us from Mars... Then again, being pretty well-versed in Astronomy, I know the answer very well.. How can they be from Venus leh???? Venus so much poisonous gas... :P Just maybe they are from another galaxy.... Aiyah... Whatever it is, I think girls are complex living organism... So complex that even the most sophiscated computer can't calculate what they are thinking... Perhaps it is not the girls' fault... It is my fault... I am dyfunctional... I am a obselete model waiting to be condemned... Don't even know whether the scrap yeard wants me or not???

I think I need a break... I need to build my confidence in woman again... I need time to reflect on myself too... Besides, I am waiting for someone... I hope she knows I am waiting for her... Whatever it is, I will just let nature takes its course... Hoping that someone up there id doing some form of planning for me...