I am living in a world full of constraints. As much as I would love to do things that I really enjoy doing, somehow, I can never seemed to do so. Perhaps it is because I care too much about others...
I yearned to be with my loved one; taking care of her and loving her... Unfortunatley, God seems to enjoy making fun of me. Always finding the right opportunity to deprive me of love. The most unfortunate of all, I am dysfunctional when it comes to love. I don't know how to love someone. I don't know how to approach someone in the most appropriate way. I don't even know how to make her happy and be contented for being her as well as my only loved and cherished one. Perhaps, I am meant to be alone for the rest of my life...
Despite all these, I am determined to overcome them. I want to believe in myself. I want to prove to God that he may be omnipotent, but I am in control of my own life. I believe one day, i will no longer be trapped in this lonely world of mine. I am not sure how am I going to do this, but I will make it happen!!!
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